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Tuesday, March 17, 2009

hello people~

blogging once again~
hais. idk what to say lar.
my mind now all is him ;(
but now i getting the answer le bah.
or maybe just what i think.
he is with her!
hais, what can i do?
only one answer bah!
SIT HERE DOING NOTHING!
but well it hurt alot.
but still my bestest wish for them.
LAST LONG ALRIGHT~!

today, went check up accompany by sister.
mummy came later.
alright, maybe going have operation :"(
i don't want lar!
but there will be a check up before that at GH.
as per normal 3mth later at kk for check up too~
yup, wait for 1hour plus, go in for 10min or less
then come out le. hais. WASTE OF MONEY~
then finish went bugis walk.
saw my cousin mother, she damn FASHION lar.
went walk then pray pray then from bugis
a good walk to cityhall~ MY LEG PAIN LAR~
my mummy wanted bring us to sizzler de.
but mummy friend say marche.
so walk around and round to find sizzler
found but mum friend think it will not be fresh
as there's like no people de.
so walk round and round to find marche
BUT~ it was move to harbourfront
so went harbourfront lor.
thot FINALLY CAN EAT !
there's quee lor. wth! still must wait.
sat there then finally can go in.
the view of our sit is nice lor.
shall cut short, so here's some photo.


what we saw when we reach there.

the cows.

the card given to us.

the view. nice?

the little tag on our table, SO CUTE!

the view at night. romantic right?

the stall.

the drink. taste funny!

end of photo.
food there ok lar.
i like the chocolate muse and the steak!
yummy! other average lar.
i hate the mushroom soup most! yuck!
well, finish our dinner went outside the skypark walk.
that super romantic lor. so many couples. :(
IMISSTHOSEDAYSWITHHIM.
even though is short!

this the night view of it. and with a crusin there.

well, went shop then buy haagen dazs ice cream.
yummy, but was mood eating ice cream.
then home sweet home.



it takes a long time for me to decide; 4:41 AM.
Monday, March 16, 2009

BOO!

hey peoples~!

TAG ARE ALL REPLY!
go and see ^^


hellos~

sorry not post oh~!
kind of lazy~
also don't know what to write leh!
write le i think also no people ): RIGHT?
hais~
tomorrow go check up~ hope will be alright~
hais~ okok~ shall stop here~ toodles~!

it takes a long time for me to decide; 2:27 AM.
Tuesday, March 10, 2009


hello!

post again!
hais, today nothing much bahx.
sleep then wake up go work,
now here blogging.

today work is busy but fun.
as mdm shirely never fail to must me laugh.
was shock to see my rooster again.
it have been change ==
tomorrow should be working de lor.
he cut until i tml never work.
mr neh have being put lesser and lessser ppl to work.
he claims that it's not his fault is the GM,
controlling the budget, it like what the hell.
like this busy day, ppl who are working sure faint.

tomorrow maybe going out with tien tien.
IMISSHERLAR!
sorry girl if i never reply and pick your call.

my hand now so pain.
the thing like open again.
i should not put plaster lor.
but if i never put people around me will saw
i don't want them to be worry about me. HAIS~




imissyou, i just don't know why.
i alway feel the your touch when i'm alone
i have a feeling you won't turn back.
but i will still be here for you.
baby, iloveyou.
you will never being forget.
maybe it's getting too long.

have being think alot of thing;

think if you will be back for me again.

or it will be just a hope
or
you have another girl you like le.

iwanttomeetyou.
i'm scared you don't want.
i'm not daring enough to ask
:(
BUT IMISSYOUALOT!


my love for you will never change,

it takes a long time for me to decide; 11:46 AM.
Sunday, March 8, 2009



hello all,

psps never blog ytd.

totally did't use my phone ytd lar!
wake up found that found low batt charge!
then jiu see sister maple then uncle call me go his house
reach there then i know i never bring phone. WTF!
FINE! stay there till 11plus going 12pm
then private sever and went sleep.

today!

wake up when work!
damn tired! so many people can ==
run in run out then sir mathew help us too!
THANKS SIR! or i'll be fainting there le.
pack up then sister they all came find me
wanted go teddies but close so went mac makan
then home sweet home.

had a lot of qaurrel with family today ==

firstly, sister!
i don't what the f she want lar.
call her walk faster then she gave face
f lar! damn super duper tried
then she still make me du lan

second, grandma!
she call me help her do phone.
her new phone uncle brought
SO GOOD CAN! then nvm!
she help me do volume.
then i make le.
wanted make something better.
like went we call then got photo.
but she don't appreciate.
she say why do so long.
i tell her i help her do thing
then she say she want sleep.
nvm, i say you go sleep lor.
i help you do. then she don't want.
fine, i return the phone she tell me why so oily.
i also never touch anything before touching her phone
anyhow blame me :(

must thank NIGEL LIM JIN LONG lor,
for beating me ==
first time, shoulder go hit me mouth!
ouch! pain lar! my mouth ==
make me cannot talk!
second time, he kick i block
then kanna hand! pain bodoh :(


hais, i'm a unlucky unwanted girl!
shall stop here. tomorrow got work at 12am
bye people! :(

shall post a song i found.
ON AND LISTEN TO IT!
it is so meaning~full~!
i still love you boy~


Tell me why - Babiixjenii

Its been a couple of months since you left my heart behind
crying all my tears out as my eyes becoming blind
nothing feels the same cause i`m so used to being held
friends would be concerned of me but never would i tell
that i was getting hurt by the only one i ever loved
the one who was created to be sent to me from above
i still don`t know what went wrong, or why we had to end
not only were you my baby but you were my best friend
and now it seems like i`ve lost everything i ever had
everything worth living for, flyin away from my hands
living everyday, questioning myself the same thing
you left without a reason, left me here reminicin

remember the days we used to share
when you told me that always and forever you would care
now you left me alone, holding on to the hope
hoping things would go bacc to how it was long ago
tell me why
what made you decide to leave me back
tell me why
there was nothing that you, you didn`t have
tell me why

back when we was younger, we both each made a promise
telling each other that we would always be honest
of how we felt, what we thought, and soon that day came
you took my hand, asked me out, and walked together in the rain
we spent hours on the phone, we were close like white on rice
playin around, asking me to one day be your wife
when they saw you, they saw me standing right next to you
matching everyday, matching clothes, matching hat and shoes
always dedicating songs we hear to each other
always thinking that all of those days would last forever
tell me why everything had to come to this
you dont understand, there`s so much things that i miss

remember the days we used to share
when you told me that always nd forever you would care
now you left me alone, holding on to the hope
hoping things would go back to how it was long ago
tell me why
what made you decide to leave me back
tell me why
there was nothing that you, you didn`t have
tell me why

whatever happened to the promises you made
whatever happened to the future you wanted to create
now it`s all down the drain, all the time we spent, wasted
whenever we had problems, we had always fixed and saved it
so why the change of heart, tell me why are we apart
when you had told me before that you loved me since the start
tell me why you suddenly wanna leave our past behind
baby all i`m asking you is to please tell me why
(tell me why, tell me why)

theres so much pain for me to hide inside
but you don`t even notice so there`s no use to hide
i miss the feeling u gave me wen you looked into my eyes
and now when i remember the moment all i do is cry
the day you left, baby, you took my dreams with you
i can`t even rebuild them cuhz i`m standin alone without you
stop giving me all the stories, cause i know that they're lies
jus open your heart, look into my eyes, and tell me why

remember the days we used to share
when you told me that always and forever you would care
now you left me alone, holding on to the hope
hoping things would go bacc to how it was long ago
tell me why
what made you decide to leave me back
tell me why
there was nothing that you, you didn`t have
tell me why
remember the days we used to share
when you told me that always and forever you would care
now you left me alone, holding on to the hope
hoping things would go back to how it was long ago
tell me why
what made you decide to leave me back
tell me why
there was nothing that you, you didn`t have
tell me why

it takes a long time for me to decide; 11:59 PM.
Thursday, March 5, 2009



hello everyone,

LOL! sorry for not posting so long.
just no mood! totally~!
kk, start saying bah!

WORK!

i would like to say!
NO MORE SWENSEN AT WHITE SAND :(
sad! memories that all gone!
hais, i will be at marina square :(
with grace and desmond bahx. that confirm.
happy, got ppl pei! sad, others not with us.
IMISSYOUALLLAR! and those memories too!

FAMILY!

okay lar, just feel abit not close with sister le.
we totally not like last time so close :(
any suggestion ? how can we get better?
hais, still same i still kanna scolding for nothing.
TOTALLY don't feel like leaving already.


LOVE!

nah! i'm a stupid failer. useless girl!
alot people say i should not wait le and not think of him.
i still think of him. it have been day for not sleeping early.
i all waste sleep when my sister going school. ==
(siao ting tong girl!) i tried to forget him like what you people say,
BUT! SORRY GUYS! i can't! sorry for being stubborn.
just cannot forget him. ever is 1 week plus only.
he change my life... and i miss him so much.
wondering if still love me.
but i don't think he love me le.

FRIEND!

thank for corncen. i still can take that blow lar.
i will still be happy like last time de. i will.
but it need a long long long time for that.
sorry, if i'm giving fake smile infront of you all.
i'll make myself as happy as i can ^^
so don't worry!
GIRL FROM UO0801D
i miss you all lar !
please please please meet up lar!
LOVES!

______________________________________
contiune.....

just now was with working people.
playing pool, have joke and went catching wawa
then desmond bring his lappy so blog awhile then low batt,
so did'nt manage to finish
hais, then i think of him again.
WTH! lucky today rain and wear a jacket
as i don't want people lot at that thing.
don't want let them worry.

ytd wake up then prepare.
went to work, then mac eat mcspicy
so what if i canb;t take it
i still eat finish okay!
then cab with the cute couple
[grace and desmond].
drop-ed grace then me then desmond
thanks guys.
grace! tqtq oh! you are always be there.
to be lend me your listening ears.
and you alway know if i'm sad.

THANK YOU GIRL! ILY!
then can't sleep! bored ==
got to wake up at 9am lar.
for job fair. but end up i never go.
as i over slept becuase of headache.
slpet at 6plus going 7,
then woke up at 2plus then sit at sofa mould
as my headache did not seem to be ok.
then went wash up, find food eat
then prepare then was told by kaka bani not to go le
as she will help me to apply. sms her my full name, ic, and more.
tqtq kaka bani. if you never help me.
i don't think i'm able to apply for job
THANKS!
watch-ed tv, maple-ed, nigel came.
slacked and bus-ed to ws
as i was craving for kfc.
then went mac then walk to dte
played then lap-ed then crazy time.
LASTLY HOME SWEET HOME!

tml i going cut hair le. and my front will be quite short bah.
:X


TOODLES TO MY LONG FRONT AND LONG HAIR

kk, shall stop here. want be zhuzhu le and go orhorh.
don't want my panda eyes get worse. TOODLES!





it takes a long time for me to decide; 8:50 PM.
Wednesday, February 25, 2009

hello!

psps! no mood those week.
ya, clever de hua will find me on maple.
mapling, work, sleep, eat, slack at teddies.
hais, i had a big blow after i heard those thing.
maybe you all say is right. but i just can't forget him lar.
hais, but he seem happy nowaday. so i feel happy for him lor.
no matter what he will still be my er zi! :]
hais, hoping everything goes fine for him.

don't force me to those people that i don't like.
which i only treat as brother.
i won't be with him de.
i now only got someone in my heart.
my heart is set. no other le.
i know i'm stubborn. but ya! that me! :)

end of my post!
MAPLE TIME :B

it takes a long time for me to decide; 12:31 AM.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009



~9feb~

hello peeps!

back for posting sorry arh!
i did it again! never post =="

:I BOO! I'M SINGLE AGAIN!
yaya,
reaction?! (huh?! why so fast?)
whatever you guys are going to say,
for those idiots:
i'm not going to care! it my life lar hor!
so keep your mouth shut please!


my life and my fate totally! SUCK! :X
really lor, every relationship i have always end,
when special event are coming! WTH LAR!
why?! can't i be blessful for some moment! DD:


today went meet him then awhlie went tm
on the way there feel something gonna happen
then ya! ask what i feel this thing happenact-ed nothing happen i front of others
till half ways of shopping, i told kaka bani about it
as i scared i have no mood to work at least she know
then go work, then went supper, as i don't feel like staying at home!
yeah, gonna be making myself this week till when i really feel i must rest.



this is what i wanted to show you today.

to baby;

i know what you mean, i shall give you time bahx
like what all my dearest told me even we are together
and you can't put in 100% to in, it just fake
and it's a big lie for the relationship. so ya! i agree
i'm not really positive, but during the relationship
alot people told me alot of thing, during those day i learn alot
that why i today i reply you so positive-ly.

i didn't wanted to reply like that but alot of think run in my mind
so i repiled that. :(



many thanks to:
ALVINA
girl, thanks neh! you do make me cheer up,
when you do stupid stuff to cheer me up!

NIGEL
didi, thanks for telling me those may you say are right,
i really must give him time and not forcing him.
thank for being my punching bag too!

WANYI
jie, thanks for being there when i really need advise,
if your are not there that day i may be there crying for
the whole day and feel helpless.

YUPEI
jie, thanks for pei-ing me even your bored and those msg you send-ed me. i will try to be who i'm,
but i'm sorry i may break the promise

YITING
sister, thanks for the concern. i will try my best too.
BANI
kaka, thanks for lending me your ears today.
i'll remember those thing you told me.

NAJIBAH
kaka, thanks for those advise and concern,
thank for being there when i need someone to talk to,
thank for the hug you gave me when i feel damn damn damn worst.

AZY(zizi)
kaka, thanks for those concern and those cheer up.
JINWEI
secret, tell for tell me those advise too,
maybe you and my think are diffrent
but i still must thanks you for tell me those
which make me understand more about guys.

FANGNING
hey girl, thanks for the msg but
i really don't know how to say
about the feeling i'm having D:
maybe i put in too much which makes me hard to get out.
i'm sorry!


thanks people for those concern.

baby, i still love you!



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