ps arhx! never for yesterday!
yesterday went bugis then jiu go dte!
hais, feeling so weak but still stay there.
as i want to see him, hais.
i know alot ppl will say i stupid.
he break with you what for want be with him back.
for me! i don't think so.is because of me that make him like that bahx. hais.then jin wei came then they went smoke
then sister say she want go home first,
then i jiu stay with dad, dennis and jin wei waiting for yue nian
then he came i saw him, i feel confused!
cause i hate calling him "BROTHER" so weird!
then we left i went toilet feel like crying nor.
hais, then jiu go mac makan then slack then go home.
then after i told my sister what xiang want to tell her
then something happen. shhhhhh! don't ask i'm not going to tell.
then we went 444 eat and drink then slack.
hais,k feel so sick but never mind must pei my beloved sister.
i hate see her like that lar! didi also came !
then reach home at 7plusam lor then 8 am sleep!
f de tired lor. hais!
slept till 4plus pm then cannot tahan my flu and cough jiu wake up.
then lie on my bed deleting all the old msg.
i found that '
ya, i my fault! everytime he say want meet i don't want'
maybe that the reason why he say no time.
as is me which no time to meet him. I'M SORRY MY BOY!okay, now i should go bath then go find jin wei!
his alone so ke lian! okay ! bye bye for now!!
it takes a long time for me to decide; 6:46 PM.