Sunday, March 8, 2009

hello all,

psps never blog ytd.

totally did't use my phone ytd lar!
wake up found that found low batt charge!
then jiu see sister maple then uncle call me go his house
reach there then i know i never bring phone. WTF!
FINE! stay there till 11plus going 12pm
then private sever and went sleep.

today!

wake up when work!
damn tired! so many people can ==
run in run out then sir mathew help us too!
THANKS SIR! or i'll be fainting there le.
pack up then sister they all came find me
wanted go teddies but close so went mac makan
then home sweet home.

had a lot of qaurrel with family today ==

firstly, sister!
i don't what the f she want lar.
call her walk faster then she gave face
f lar! damn super duper tried
then she still make me du lan

second, grandma!
she call me help her do phone.
her new phone uncle brought
SO GOOD CAN! then nvm!
she help me do volume.
then i make le.
wanted make something better.
like went we call then got photo.
but she don't appreciate.
she say why do so long.
i tell her i help her do thing
then she say she want sleep.
nvm, i say you go sleep lor.
i help you do. then she don't want.
fine, i return the phone she tell me why so oily.
i also never touch anything before touching her phone
anyhow blame me :(

must thank NIGEL LIM JIN LONG lor,
for beating me ==
first time, shoulder go hit me mouth!
ouch! pain lar! my mouth ==
make me cannot talk!
second time, he kick i block
then kanna hand! pain bodoh :(


hais, i'm a unlucky unwanted girl!
shall stop here. tomorrow got work at 12am
bye people! :(

shall post a song i found.
ON AND LISTEN TO IT!
it is so meaning~full~!
i still love you boy~

Tell me why - Babiixjenii

Its been a couple of months since you left my heart behind
crying all my tears out as my eyes becoming blind
nothing feels the same cause i`m so used to being held
friends would be concerned of me but never would i tell
that i was getting hurt by the only one i ever loved
the one who was created to be sent to me from above
i still don`t know what went wrong, or why we had to end
not only were you my baby but you were my best friend
and now it seems like i`ve lost everything i ever had
everything worth living for, flyin away from my hands
living everyday, questioning myself the same thing
you left without a reason, left me here reminicin

remember the days we used to share
when you told me that always and forever you would care
now you left me alone, holding on to the hope
hoping things would go bacc to how it was long ago
tell me why
what made you decide to leave me back
tell me why
there was nothing that you, you didn`t have
tell me why

back when we was younger, we both each made a promise
telling each other that we would always be honest
of how we felt, what we thought, and soon that day came
you took my hand, asked me out, and walked together in the rain
we spent hours on the phone, we were close like white on rice
playin around, asking me to one day be your wife
when they saw you, they saw me standing right next to you
matching everyday, matching clothes, matching hat and shoes
always dedicating songs we hear to each other
always thinking that all of those days would last forever
tell me why everything had to come to this
you dont understand, there`s so much things that i miss

remember the days we used to share
when you told me that always nd forever you would care
now you left me alone, holding on to the hope
hoping things would go back to how it was long ago
tell me why
what made you decide to leave me back
tell me why
there was nothing that you, you didn`t have
tell me why

whatever happened to the promises you made
whatever happened to the future you wanted to create
now it`s all down the drain, all the time we spent, wasted
whenever we had problems, we had always fixed and saved it
so why the change of heart, tell me why are we apart
when you had told me before that you loved me since the start
tell me why you suddenly wanna leave our past behind
baby all i`m asking you is to please tell me why
(tell me why, tell me why)

theres so much pain for me to hide inside
but you don`t even notice so there`s no use to hide
i miss the feeling u gave me wen you looked into my eyes
and now when i remember the moment all i do is cry
the day you left, baby, you took my dreams with you
i can`t even rebuild them cuhz i`m standin alone without you
stop giving me all the stories, cause i know that they're lies
jus open your heart, look into my eyes, and tell me why

remember the days we used to share
when you told me that always and forever you would care
now you left me alone, holding on to the hope
hoping things would go bacc to how it was long ago
tell me why
what made you decide to leave me back
tell me why
there was nothing that you, you didn`t have
tell me why
remember the days we used to share
when you told me that always and forever you would care
now you left me alone, holding on to the hope
hoping things would go back to how it was long ago
tell me why
what made you decide to leave me back
tell me why
there was nothing that you, you didn`t have
tell me why

it takes a long time for me to decide; 11:59 PM.